Oh Glam!

I have always have this on my mind. If I lived in the 50's, this is absolutely what I'll be doing for a living.

Salam

lamaaaaaanyaaaaa tak berblog.

ah lain kali lah! hehe!

hampir dua bulan

wah wah wah.

dekat dua bulan aku menganggur. duit simpanan dah makin nak habis. kerja masih tak cari. nak cari kerja apa pun aku tak tau. dengan dunia grafik aku dah merajuk dah. sekarang nak masuk bidang apa pun aku tak pasti. serius tak pasti. sekarang nak kemaskini resume pun tak boleh, laptop rosak. ni pun menumpang orang. peh, merempat juga hidup aku ni. masa kecil-kecil dulu memang tak pernah jangka la nak jadi macam ni, berangan kerja best je. dah kerja, tak sangka pula aku sampai dilanda trauma. peh.

i may be a bad decision maker, but i have my reasons.

i have decided to leave my job. not only the company i'm working in, but also my job. because i don't think i can go any more further with it. I've suffered enough depressions to go on.

sure there are supporters and also those who'd say "are you nuts?? have you got a new job bla bla bla.." but i'd say, it's my decision, i know what i'm doing even if it doesn't seem like i do. but i need to get out. i can't bear the pain of having to face depression after another everyday. unless they want to see me finally do something drastically and obviously stupid.

some non-supporters have no idea and some them know what i'm going through and yet, they still ask me to reconsider everything. i just can't. money is important but my mental & emotional health is my concern now.